angel's wedding.

we're just one(:

they're the one i love.

cutiepie.buddy.dardar.

and my sweetie(:

congrats angel and ah yu(: both of you have our best blessing!

went over to a pub at chong pang,
somehow got piss for some reasons!
and home sweet home after supper with li wei jun and baby!

almost lover.

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
No
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do.

( its just not strong from the start. )

hope we'll never change.

whether its misunderstanding or not, just wanna leave everything like this. stationery there and move nothing. all i want is my friends and him(: they're just what i need. and hope we'll never drift!
( his back and what should i do? )

its strong that i ask for.

i trust all my girlf than anybody else.
to me, you guys are the most important of all.
now its whether im trusted by you.

"When a relationship of love is developed,
a bond of trust is formed.
There is an unspoken agreement that the two of you are committed to each other and that you will not see other people.
When one of the members of this sacred bond choose to be intimate with another person,
they are not only cheating their lover but they are cheating themselves as well.
They are breaking their own bond of trust.
In most situations, when a person cheats,
it is not because of affection for a new lover.
Rather,
he may be searching for what is missing in his present relationship. "

(tell no one of your secrets, no one knows what you're thinkng, and you wont be betrayed.)

im just a girl.

heavy responsiblity from my boss.
pushing sales hardly everynight.
doing of what i dont last time.
unreachable relationship.
confuse and painful decision.
false hope.
sleepless 'DAY'.
tons of work everyday.
messy room, unpack stuff.
tied tight financially.
un-fully trust.
stressful projects.
unfaithful promises.
insecure, empty promises and changed.
something is just amiss in my lfie.

and im just only a girl by myself,
whom got no one too share my burden with.

imperfections.

i know how imperfect i am since im brought to this world. never did blame anyone especially my parents cause they're just trying their best to love their children. they tried all means to prove me that im truly being love by them. i love my family(: especially my mom who did so much for me. so many years of spon feed from my mom, i decided to be on my own ever since i met him. to be a reasonable and independent girl for him. as i know, who like girls to be childish and really spoilt? its a coincident we met each other. there slowly our story begins... sweetness.blessing.simple.development.love and everything that a couple could encounter, we've it too. but we got separated months later. for a mistake, for many misunderstandings, and even more love that we have for one another. all these while, period that we're separated i miss every bits we spend together. really everything we use to do together. wonder do you ever miss them all?

Her imperfections become perfect in his eyes. You have completed her in more ways than you could imagine.
Touch-up with the imperfect ones.
Loving her in every way she never experience before. She feels in her heart that their hearts have came to dwell together, as one. The day they met was fate. Their lives intertwining was fate. and now its fate that make them reunite back. clueless of having communication with him anymore. but we're on the starting line again. may something happen and turn it my fairytale again? or its gonna stay like this?

am i in earth?

work is getting lesser for me.
no longer feel warmth and comfortable there.
leaving? YES !

shift to my new house and ..
im not use to it at all.
no matter how tired i am everyday,
i still sleep only after 3am.
dont even dare to go out,
afraid i might just get lost somewhere.
but it all takes time probably.

i hate relationships now seriously.
dislike many feelings when in love.
never thought that i prefer single so much.
but right now i think i love being single.
i cant get use to be commited anymore.
im sorry, but i need more time.
really more time!

( im missing someone greatly nowadays, and cant get him off my mind. )

pleasure.

yippy yeah yeah life.


i should feel contented for what i have now.
though im going through so much stress now,
and yet i feel fortunate.
craziest thing is,
i still can feel contented whereby im having
way too much stress that i can cope with.

ytd.
BEN&JERRY surprise.from baby.home being fetch.
work being send.sweet messages.companion.
protection.while working.MILK TEA(:

today(later).
NEW PHONE(N97).steamboat(soon).work.
being send and fetch by baby.mommy
sponsore half of my phone.just happier me.

yeah!!! im getting my favourite phone later, N97(:
i got a best mommy who spon me half of it and baby
gonna sign that line for me.
cause my 2 old numbers not gonna be use anymore.
whoots, cheers(:
another sweetest thing my baby did was..
he bought ben&jerry for me!
left it in my fridge while i was working
and told me when he feels im moody today.
damn damn shock(: and its indeed sweet.
just like the sweetness of first love.
thanks baby!

and the best thing now is, i got her(:

(if only you're here)

backed.

first thing i wanna exclaim is....

keke is back to me(:
and this time she's gonna be mine!
not gonna part from me unless she misses her.
yippy yeah yeah(:
damn happy la,
she's mine now !!!

mel was the one who got it back for me on wed while working!
and when keke sees me, she really go crazy! hahas
i guess its not a one side thing that i miss her,
its both misses one another damn lots!
touched by her little action though.
whenever i leave her sight and leave her being carried by mel,
she barked! like as if asking me to come back.
even king admit she clings to me lots(:
and king allow me to carry her around while working!

thanks mel for helping me to take her back and took care of her when im busy(:

its was really a great night on wed(:
猪猪大哥 came down that night too.
and helped me lots cause his friends wanted to sabo my waitress.
like drink for me,
swap cards and bought supper for me, force me to finish it!

jason was there too and its his birthday that nigt.
they drink like liquor were just plain water to them -.-
but jason helped me drink lots and end up he was somehow tipsy
and left early!

another guy call ahtu and his friend were cute people!
they told lydia they want me to their table and when i go over,
they were so shy to talk to me -.-
only said i look innocent and very different from other waitress.
hahas in fact im not that different from any girls, hor baby? LOL
they save me from drinking at other table,
they dedicate lots of songs for me to sing to them(:

one more group of peeps who save my night is dexter gerald them.
hahas baby wasn't there cause his tired and gotta go home.
they ask me to stay at there table to prevent from drinking.
and gerald was so willing to help me look after the door while i use the toilet.
wasn't relunctant at all(:
guess the only peeps i can trust most is them that night!

sales were great that night(:
everything head off and ended real well
just that my beloved are not here):