Without you I lose myself, Within you i found myself. Wanting to be found again!

(thats for you, its never easy i know but i still never want to end it this way!)

thoughts thats roll circle.

love story.
once again, the ball roll back to me. glad? yes i am. however the ball stucks right in front of me. unwillingly to roll forward. probably is because of me, i did not give any push to it. or there's something in front of it that make it stop its movement! i really dont know. or maybe its never meant to be back to me. even though its not moving, im gonna hold on firm to it cause i never want to lose it anymore. cause when its back, i've become a child who jump around with joy, telling everybody its back!
i only make up a total of one, but we make up a total of a pair. clap with me hand in hand, and move on things slowly. cause we know we need each other(:

daily circle.
im not recovering! still coughing badly and vomited again and again. someone save me from this torture. the pain in my chest is killing me. worse i gotta work tonight till 5AM. oh my my! can i handle? probably i need my old house medication(: doctor there is better.

keke.
she's really a adorable one(: when i cough, she comes to me and lick me. as though she sayang me(thats her way to sayang me) and bite on to my water bottle asking me to drink water. sleeps with me when im sleeping after medication and go follows me anywhere if i leave the bed(: she's worried for me too i guess! save me from any trouble, so she pee and poo in the toilet! she's my happy pills seriously(:

(let's hold on strong, dont collaspe anymore)

reaching destination.

just for you:
Perfections in your eyes,
is what i earning for.
Quality of me,
is what i leave on you in the first sight.
Gorgeous is what you think of me.
Beauty of us is when the start begins,
and will never end at last ♥

sick.sick.sick
medicine.medicine.medicine
water.water.water
drowsy.drowsy.drowsy
sleep.sleep.sleep
cough.cough.cough
flu.flu.flu
please recover soon!

nemo camming.

they're my strength to move on with(:

she's perfect darling.

darling kisses darling

buddy looks so adorable(:

ghastly buddy!

its rare to see her in this way.

she's hot and wild.

sexy babe, dardar(:

she looks like pornstar!

my darling-in-law!

darling and her baby(:

handsome & act cute darling-in-law.

gifted BFF(:

another BFF who cares for me!

ah zhong, gorilla zhong!

they're name loves birds.

she's chloe(:

pamela(:

xiang min(:

melody baobei.

his call ACE(:


they're my closest, my chill(:

my warmth.

dardar.me.sister.darling

babes that space my life.

my comfort my warmth.

we really love her(:

you all make perfect of bitches.

just shut your mouth and get on with your life.
stop bitching around,
evil deeds will come to an end one day,
and you'll get your retribution.
i'll just wait for that day to come,
definitely sitting down one side and see you guys be repay(:

(its never enough for you)

saving up plans.

getting christmas present for all my beloveds.perm my hair again.
get my gucci handbag by this year.N97.holiday trip.mani&pedicure.


fall sick again,
slept for the whole ytd and did not go anywhere!
gum is making me going nuts too,
so painful and keep bleeding!
ARGH..
gotta work tonight,
bless me with the sales(:

( give me sometime i'll sort my feelings free )

nemo please(:

im a owl now, only sleep in the day):

KFC.2piecemeal.cheesefries.yumyum.being send to work.
by someone.work.push sales.drink drank but no drunk.
sing.1.7k.5 waitress.companion of sweetie.smooth.GOOD.
supper.jalanbesar.grace.sweetie.baby.jeff.and berber.
home being fetch.by baby.HOME SWEET HOME!

my table is coming later, like FINALLY !
neat room will be appearing soon.
i can paste my photos,
(me.mybeloved.baby.mommy.and keke)
fix my TV and all my HELLO KITTY can be display up(:

tonight got no work but going down to nemo.
my darling.dardar.sweetie.buddy working,
so gonna support them(:
whats more?
keke is going down too! she's stuck at home very long le.
pubbing for keke tonight!

( i've my inferior and thats why it cant be started )

apple pie.

wrong time, right guy!
right guy, wrong time!
and now it become both,
who then?

( when love part, everything sweet leaves, when it comes, everything clash together )