she's mine.

she's just my lovely one,
can't stop falling in love more each day for her.
ever since that day she given me a wound on my little finger,
she's gentle to me.
can see how badly guilty she is because of the scar she leave on me.
as she jump and that excited look of her whenever she sees me,
just brush all my unhappiness away.
moment of time,
only thought that come in to my mind is
sit down sayang and love her all i might.
that cheeky smile whenever she got what she wants,
and naughty paw of hers will pull my hands on her back if i stop.
she never fail to brighten my each day(:
keke, that's my love.

( no worries, i won't hate you because i know where the line in drawn. keep those extra actions and words to you back. )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAR.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
dar, i'm waiting for you to come back and collect your present from me(:
i love you,
and may every year i'll do the same for you!

If I could make time go backward,
I would erase the words you heard.
If I could do it all again,
I would do it differently.
Nothing would be the same.
The first time always hurts.
It never gets easier,
Hoping you’ll say what I want again.
Always wishing we could do it once more.
Never knowing how bad it hurts,
till i feel the same way too.
Knowing that it's forever we can’t go back,
To maintain that pain-less and the doubt-less pure heart,
it's totally impossible.
It’s lost forever,
however i'm still willing to head for our future.
will you?

( just for you my boy! )

missing something...

I remember your hands how it fits into mine.
I remember your eyes,
the way you looked at me.
In your eyes where once I saw my destiny,
And a growing eyes which tells me how honest you can be.
I remember your cheerful smile,
It become the ecstasy you brought for my heart.
As you sang our sweet lullaby,
I remember how you say you love me,
I remember how you say you miss me,
I remember everything how it was.
Without fail,
I'll fall in your sweetest thoughts.
I'm still waiting that I could hold you in my arms,
Touch you by your face,
And the heavenly feeling in your embrace,
I wish i can remember everything by the word soon,
The unconditional love we had before,
Will never be varnish.
As the days passes by,
The number of times my heart pound for your name,
Number of time i look up into the sky,
Searching for the visible image of you,
And that feeling which I still long for the love we had,
Just can't taken off my mind.
I remember the time,
when you were by my side,
I wish i could hold you and hug you tight.
Lastly I remember when your love was mine,
I'm greatly happy.
I LOVE YOU(:

humans are different.

No two people stay the same during the course of a life time. Their needs, wishes, and interests vary. It is unreasonable to expect that relationship partners will grow and change in the same ways, at the same time. It is not necessary for the two of you to always think the same way, enjoy the same activities or people, or be in the same place at the same time. Just because you have different tastes or interests doesn't mean something is going wrong. moreover hiding the true side of one seems so evil. it's been sometime but no one knows that true-self of you, thats scary!


( loving someone need so much of effort and attention but i didnt know, and i've reach my corner )

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

they're my girls,
and i love them.
it's my girls who make me believe friends exist.
i'd want to lose them,
but what can i do now?
cause all of us are drifted apart and,
not easy to hold back as strong as before.
girls i miss those times!
shall we think of something to cure this.
i miss you guys,
darling,
dardar,
sweetie,
buddy,
cutie!


( better communication can more effectively give the support you seek, and in return you'll be more successful in getting the support you want(: )

i've stand up, but not moving.

i've change and many dont understand.
i am just a girl running to find a cave that can heal my pain.
selfish, but she just want extra protection for herself.
because she had enough of scars!