Friday, November 26, 2010

shifted.

decided to use lj instead because it's FASTER.
http://enamoraffection.livejournal.com
BYE (:

to change for a better us.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

there wouldn't be any preharps.

because you build your love in me so strong than ever.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

imma happy, yes i am!

i'm happy because i heard a news, a news that extremely make me smile and tear with misses. that's what i wish it'll happen one day, and it's happening soon? (:

so what if i only left you?


it doesn't really matters me if i only left you in my life. having you than anyone will be more than enough for me. you give me all i need now and everything i can to love someone, who else will mean mmore than you? nope, no anyone but my silly. am in love with you solely(: having the time to spend with you is how i want to occupy myself all times.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

i wish to squash some potato and turn it to mash one(:


POTATO of chong hui li, please be strong and stand back on your feet again. You're not alone because many are there for you, including your bamboo -.- ( though i don't admit i'm one ) I believe nothing will fail me, because i'm sure i'll be able to cheer you up and follow you through this period of time. Remember don't live in the past? Let's move on, JIA YOU! and i never forget i'll touch you till you tear, my challenge your terror =P

LOVE YOU POTATO <3

and if i know earlier.



Human nowadays, from young they practice how to protect themselves so well, so well that during the process if they will hurt anyone while protecting themselves, without hesitation they'll. Covering up becomes a habit of human now, because they don't want to be entitle the " bad one " Not just a remark now, but a fact that i can't deny anymore. True is a word that can be spell and pronounce real easily, however knowing whether they're, take sometime. Just like how you plant a seed into the soil and wait for the process to grow and till it's ripen one day. Once it ripen, the last and can be the disappointing stage, check if what you grow is fresh or rotten in it. It's totally the same for friends or lover, it takes time to see the true colours of one and meanwhile knowing it, there'll be a process you guys will go through together. The process is important because it allow one being paranoid, and if you make the right choice you'll be relieve and taking a grief from being hurt, or if you make the wrong choice you'll eventually be hurt and burn in hell, a learning journey will starts as well. To want someone being truly to you, nearly impossible because people love themselves ultimately. Unless they're pure and simple, asking for nothing but your presence or don't expect for that.
Someone just text me saying this " we can't possibly live in the past my dear. " Yes you can daydream the past but can't live in it(:

To the person who text me this, thanks and LURB YOU!!!!!!

Monday, November 15, 2010

it's great in love, but not any other.


love can be so beautiful, and how i'm being surrounded by it is the best part. indeed, i'm filled in love so much that i can't find anymore reasons for me to dislike love. my silly, his my best gift that i get so far, so far after so much misery in my life. he give me all reasons to love him and love him more daily(: not just being my guy, but my breathing needs, my strength, my motivation when i'm lost and nevertheless assure me his my lifetime wanna partner! having you around makes my life so much colourful and you open up a girl whom is enclose for quite sometime. GREAT JOB*

a great man who knows her girl loves surprises(:



a ring that he runs around to get(:

a hello kitty mirror that don't want reminds me of before(:

my hello kitty make-up mirror (:


a necklace that bring our memories around(:

my car cushion and a wanted camera(:


lantern festival, and he did " i love you "

the reason we met, it's in xiao hong now and then(:

hello kitty casing which is online purchase(:

meant to brighten my gloomy night(:

paris who is meant to make my working night(:

our first toy that start the sparkle and our first couple tee(:

loving the way i am right now, and not gonna let anyone to affect this love, because i love him so! no one will stand a place in him and get into us anymore, as i'll hate you and curse your life(:

Friday, November 12, 2010

oh yeah my beloved(:




i'm going steamboat with these beloved later(: first time i'm actually excited for a steamboat feast! i'm soooo gonna enjoy with these lovable. hope tonight will be a fine night, PRAYING*

" Calm. Is not only an emotion that appear on faces. It can be hidden deep down in heart at the midst of happening which you will feel it eventually. Reason - Love :) "
how happy will one feel if someone tells you this?
It feel like having the grasp of the whole world not just now, but eternity!
my guy, you're the best i can ask for and you're the best that i ever found!


Thursday, November 11, 2010

marvellous.


pretty boy, i've never doubt anything in you. never doubt your ability of everything that you're able to do. moreover why should you doubt your performance on your so call " test "? RED?!? that's impossible because from the start of it, colours and more colours filled it how could it only be red? indeed there's red because red is part of that rainbow colours of your score to make it colourful(: even w/o the test i know you'll still pass because you've long pass in mine! trust me when i say you did it and when i says I LOVE YOU.
loving you more becomes my food of life, it's compulsory and important(:

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

not for anyone except YOU.




no longer live my life for anybody except a silly.

i've got to do what's right for me and us,
even if it hurts some people you use to love.
because they don't worth your life alittle for them.

Monday, November 8, 2010

当我们到了下一段;



成经发生过的点点滴滴,

那令我们俩微笑的时刻,
心动的感觉,
心痛的感觉,
我不会当作没有发生过。
但是时间在往前跑,
我们都应该往前看,
不要在原地站留太久,
不然感觉往往会淡化。
能放开多少心痛的时候,
我们就把它给忘了吧!
因为我爱你,
真的真的好想永远跟你在一起。

Monday, November 1, 2010

HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY, SILLY.



happy birthday my dearest silly(: hope you enjoy yourself. every year during your birthday, you'll expect me there for you and fresh susprise. i love you! your smile is my strength for everything.