thoughts thats roll circle.

love story.
once again, the ball roll back to me. glad? yes i am. however the ball stucks right in front of me. unwillingly to roll forward. probably is because of me, i did not give any push to it. or there's something in front of it that make it stop its movement! i really dont know. or maybe its never meant to be back to me. even though its not moving, im gonna hold on firm to it cause i never want to lose it anymore. cause when its back, i've become a child who jump around with joy, telling everybody its back!
i only make up a total of one, but we make up a total of a pair. clap with me hand in hand, and move on things slowly. cause we know we need each other(:

daily circle.
im not recovering! still coughing badly and vomited again and again. someone save me from this torture. the pain in my chest is killing me. worse i gotta work tonight till 5AM. oh my my! can i handle? probably i need my old house medication(: doctor there is better.

keke.
she's really a adorable one(: when i cough, she comes to me and lick me. as though she sayang me(thats her way to sayang me) and bite on to my water bottle asking me to drink water. sleeps with me when im sleeping after medication and go follows me anywhere if i leave the bed(: she's worried for me too i guess! save me from any trouble, so she pee and poo in the toilet! she's my happy pills seriously(:

(let's hold on strong, dont collaspe anymore)