shifted.

decided to use lj instead because it's FASTER.
http://enamoraffection.livejournal.com
BYE (:

to change for a better us.

there wouldn't be any preharps.

because you build your love in me so strong than ever.

imma happy, yes i am!

i'm happy because i heard a news, a news that extremely make me smile and tear with misses. that's what i wish it'll happen one day, and it's happening soon? (:

so what if i only left you?

it doesn't really matters me if i only left you in my life. having you than anyone will be more than enough for me. you give me all i need now and everything i can to love someone, who else will mean mmore than you? nope, no anyone but my silly. am in love with you solely(: having the time to spend with you is how i want to occupy myself all times.

i wish to squash some potato and turn it to mash one(:

POTATO of chong hui li, please be strong and stand back on your feet again. You're not alone because many are there for you, including your bamboo -.- ( though i don't admit i'm one ) I believe nothing will fail me, because i'm sure i'll be able to cheer you up and follow you through this period of time. Remember don't live in the past? Let's move on, JIA YOU! and i never forget i'll touch you till you tear, my challenge your terror =P

LOVE YOU POTATO <3

and if i know earlier.

Human nowadays, from young they practice how to protect themselves so well, so well that during the process if they will hurt anyone while protecting themselves, without hesitation they'll. Covering up becomes a habit of human now, because they don't want to be entitle the " bad one " Not just a remark now, but a fact that i can't deny anymore. True is a word that can be spell and pronounce real easily, however knowing whether they're, take sometime. Just like how you plant a seed into the soil and wait for the process to grow and till it's ripen one day. Once it ripen, the last and can be the disappointing stage, check if what you grow is fresh or rotten in it. It's totally the same for friends or lover, it takes time to see the true colours of one and meanwhile knowing it, there'll be a process you guys will go through together. The process is important because it allow one being paranoid, and if you make the right choice you'll be relieve and taking a grief from being hurt, or if you make the wrong choice you'll eventually be hurt and burn in hell, a learning journey will starts as well. To want someone being truly to you, nearly impossible because people love themselves ultimately. Unless they're pure and simple, asking for nothing but your presence or don't expect for that.
Someone just text me saying this " we can't possibly live in the past my dear. " Yes you can daydream the past but can't live in it(:
To the person who text me this, thanks and LURB YOU!!!!!!

it's great in love, but not any other.

love can be so beautiful, and how i'm being surrounded by it is the best part. indeed, i'm filled in love so much that i can't find anymore reasons for me to dislike love. my silly, his my best gift that i get so far, so far after so much misery in my life. he give me all reasons to love him and love him more daily(: not just being my guy, but my breathing needs, my strength, my motivation when i'm lost and nevertheless assure me his my lifetime wanna partner! having you around makes my life so much colourful and you open up a girl whom is enclose for quite sometime. GREAT JOB*

a great man who knows her girl loves surprises(:

a ring that he runs around to get(:

a hello kitty mirror that don't want reminds me of before(:

my hello kitty make-up mirror (:

a necklace that bring our memories around(:

my car cushion and a wanted camera(:

lantern festival, and he did " i love you "

the reason we met, it's in xiao hong now and then(:

hello kitty casing which is online purchase(:

meant to brighten my gloomy night(:

paris who is meant to make my working night(:

our first toy that start the sparkle and our first couple tee(:

loving the way i am right now, and not gonna let anyone to affect this love, because i love him so! no one will stand a place in him and get into us anymore, as i'll hate you and curse your life(:

oh yeah my beloved(:

i'm going steamboat with these beloved later(: first time i'm actually excited for a steamboat feast! i'm soooo gonna enjoy with these lovable. hope tonight will be a fine night, PRAYING*

" Calm. Is not only an emotion that appear on faces. It can be hidden deep down in heart at the midst of happening which you will feel it eventually. Reason - Love :) "
how happy will one feel if someone tells you this?
It feel like having the grasp of the whole world not just now, but eternity!
my guy, you're the best i can ask for and you're the best that i ever found!

marvellous.

pretty boy, i've never doubt anything in you. never doubt your ability of everything that you're able to do. moreover why should you doubt your performance on your so call " test "? RED?!? that's impossible because from the start of it, colours and more colours filled it how could it only be red? indeed there's red because red is part of that rainbow colours of your score to make it colourful(: even w/o the test i know you'll still pass because you've long pass in mine! trust me when i say you did it and when i says I LOVE YOU.
loving you more becomes my food of life, it's compulsory and important(:

not for anyone except YOU.

no longer live my life for anybody except a silly.
i've got to do what's right for me and us,
even if it hurts some people you use to love.
because they don't worth your life alittle for them.

当我们到了下一段；

成经发生过的点点滴滴，
那令我们俩微笑的时刻，
心动的感觉，
心痛的感觉，
我不会当作没有发生过。
但是时间在往前跑，
我们都应该往前看，
不要在原地站留太久，
不然感觉往往会淡化。
能放开多少心痛的时候，
我们就把它给忘了吧！
因为我爱你，
真的真的好想永远跟你在一起。

HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY, SILLY.

happy birthday my dearest silly(: hope you enjoy yourself. every year during your birthday, you'll expect me there for you and fresh susprise. i love you! your smile is my strength for everything.

love cravings for you.

it can't be anymore beautiful than just having you by my side now. Because your presence, it makes my day like dreams(:

when nightmares never come to me anymore.

define my night as lovely everynight falls. a silly brightens my night into a day, filling it up with love and care. when i was younger, wants the clock to stop ticking however i demand for more tickings now, demand for more hours each day so that i won't need to rest from my sunshine world so soon. you're good, cause you flutter those butterflies inside me that seems dead in the past.

your love get right through me & life me sky high(:

living in the future.

we are not the same person this year as the last,
nor are those we love.
it's a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person.
so that's my purpose loving you,
cause i'm happy in love with you(:

take away you, my life is a tomb.

better off like this.

no doubt, she's my life.
anything that gonna harms her, i'll be standing in front preventing it.
i love her with all my life,
my daily injection of happiness,
so much that i need her.
never mistaken her for another,
cause i'll hate you.
once a mistake spot,
millions mile will need to be take.
before it's back on the right track.

hate the truth but it's done.

no much choice.

past photo, past place, past environment and past doings -.-
if i'd a choice, i won't return but reality sucks.
find me strength and endure it for a month or so,
get it done and fuck off from there.
i dislike this return seriously, FML!

if dad is around, i can live like a young unwound child and worry less.
when will his shadow comes?

becoming empty emotions.

If I could make time go backward,
I would erase the words you heard.
If I could do it all again,
I would do it differently.
If i could stop the tears,
I would never let it roll down.
Nothing would be the same,
If i know it would be this sinful.
The first time always hurts,
And it never gets easier.
Guilt always feed on our mistakes,
Every mistake they'll gain their strength.
Always wishing we could do it all again,
So that their strength won't increase.
Never knowing how bad it hurts.
Knowing forever that scar gonna stay.
We should still head into the future,
Because we're truly in love.
Letting go won' t be my decision anymore!
I swear, i'm sorry!

my reality of you is better than anytime of my life,
so i don't dream, cause i love reality with you(:

one's helium another oxygen.

the keypad of lappy spells out every starting word that runs in my head well.
solving isn't hard, but where to start from is the tearing part.
being love in bliss, but not having the best of world at all.
cause i feel i'm handicap now!

i miss what i use to enjoy before, especially you, my dar!

a drip of tear.

tears meant a treasure box. when it's unlock, tears will be release and relieve invade ones. love again is once again possible, just both of them, silly and pretty!

i'm in love with you, silly.

All blame is a waste of time. No matter how much fault you find with another, and regardless of how much you blame him, it will not change you. The only thing blame does is to keep the focus off you when you are looking for external reasons to explain your unhappiness or frustration. You may succeed in making another feel guilty about something by blaming him, but you won't succeed in changing whatever it is about you that is making you unhappy.

my silly.

" As long as my babi pretty is fine, everything doesn't matter at all. Your safety can't compare to anything else. don't feel guilty babi,xiao hong will feel proud. knowing that she has been driven by someone important to me. Xiao hong and me will ensure your safety on road, never let u bully by the others :) feel proud babi :) she is waiting to be driven by u once again. love u lots babi :) "

someone wants to comment this but FAIL, so am now doing a favour POSTING IT ON MY BLOG =P

car crasher.

i'm utterly guilty for causing silly's favourite injured.
it wasn't on purpose, i'm sincerely sorry.
another add-on to my fears of driving -.-
i hate this feeling, sucks to core being guilty.

FML

accident stops the heart to pump.

it's curious sensation, the sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond our powers of feeling.
when your heart stops pumping for that second, your heart met an accident, and nothing matters anymore.
either the urge of recovering kills you or it's the end of happiness and the beginning of peace.

acute pain that push me backward alittle.

cheese cake, last dish(:

blackforest blend perfectly with cheese cake.
so well, the train head off to their destination.

jelly bean.

someone left a bottle of jelly bean in my heart and the colours in it, spread everywhere filling every part and corner with a mixture of rainbow colours(:
you're that jelly bean mouse i want to grow old with.

a return can be sweet dreams but also nightmare, which you would choose to turn out like?

up to the tip.

PL 150, CLASS 3 LICENSE, UNIVERSAL STUDIO, JB, FAV.FOOD, PARTYWORLD, WOODLANDS, MOVIES, CATCH UP, SHOPPING, LOVE AND YOU!

that's how much i'm enjoying now(:

getaway(:

i break free the spell for so long, and i enjoyed my trip alot with them all especially with the presence of my gf(:
thanks all for making the trip so fun and relax.
it's a break-though after a year of suffers.
im free from it, and contented with my oncoming plans.
more funs to come (:

big version of cooking mama !

genting getaway!