love cravings for you.

it can't be anymore beautiful than just having you by my side now. Because your presence, it makes my day like dreams(:

when nightmares never come to me anymore.

define my night as lovely everynight falls. a silly brightens my night into a day, filling it up with love and care. when i was younger, wants the clock to stop ticking however i demand for more tickings now, demand for more hours each day so that i won't need to rest from my sunshine world so soon. you're good, cause you flutter those butterflies inside me that seems dead in the past.

your love get right through me & life me sky high(:

living in the future.

we are not the same person this year as the last,
nor are those we love.
it's a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person.
so that's my purpose loving you,
cause i'm happy in love with you(:

take away you, my life is a tomb.

better off like this.

no doubt, she's my life.
anything that gonna harms her, i'll be standing in front preventing it.
i love her with all my life,
my daily injection of happiness,
so much that i need her.
never mistaken her for another,
cause i'll hate you.
once a mistake spot,
millions mile will need to be take.
before it's back on the right track.

hate the truth but it's done.

no much choice.

past photo, past place, past environment and past doings -.-
if i'd a choice, i won't return but reality sucks.
find me strength and endure it for a month or so,
get it done and fuck off from there.
i dislike this return seriously, FML!

if dad is around, i can live like a young unwound child and worry less.
when will his shadow comes?

becoming empty emotions.

If I could make time go backward,
I would erase the words you heard.
If I could do it all again,
I would do it differently.
If i could stop the tears,
I would never let it roll down.
Nothing would be the same,
If i know it would be this sinful.
The first time always hurts,
And it never gets easier.
Guilt always feed on our mistakes,
Every mistake they'll gain their strength.
Always wishing we could do it all again,
So that their strength won't increase.
Never knowing how bad it hurts.
Knowing forever that scar gonna stay.
We should still head into the future,
Because we're truly in love.
Letting go won' t be my decision anymore!
I swear, i'm sorry!

my reality of you is better than anytime of my life,
so i don't dream, cause i love reality with you(:

one's helium another oxygen.

the keypad of lappy spells out every starting word that runs in my head well.
solving isn't hard, but where to start from is the tearing part.
being love in bliss, but not having the best of world at all.
cause i feel i'm handicap now!

i miss what i use to enjoy before, especially you, my dar!

a drip of tear.

tears meant a treasure box. when it's unlock, tears will be release and relieve invade ones. love again is once again possible, just both of them, silly and pretty!

i'm in love with you, silly.

All blame is a waste of time. No matter how much fault you find with another, and regardless of how much you blame him, it will not change you. The only thing blame does is to keep the focus off you when you are looking for external reasons to explain your unhappiness or frustration. You may succeed in making another feel guilty about something by blaming him, but you won't succeed in changing whatever it is about you that is making you unhappy.